My Moodbooster

I finally moved on!!!

*that's what i realized at first!!!!

I finally can feel the butterflies in my stomach again because of this person.. This person whom i know that will never be mine.. :)

He's a Catholic, for start! *not that i'm not into tolerance between any other religions but it just HARD!!

He's younger than me.. *well, this is never been the issue

Well anyway, he became #mymoodbooster lately.. making me realize that (luckily) i still can feel something special over someone (again)!!

But, considering all the conditions and situations, maybe it's better for me if i just stop now.. I know it's not good for ne..

Besides the faith differences that we had, he also (apparently) already have "this kind of relationship" before *had a gf whose a moslem and she just recently married are really not a good situation to start another relationship..

But to be honest, eventhough it's only for couple of weeks, i feel sad actually.. Knowing that i can never tell this guy that i like him.. I do, i like him!

He's just an ordinary guy who turns out to have a special place in my heart.. The one that made me realize that there are still many love for me out there.. 

Well maybe just not right now.. Not this time.. Not with him..

Just know this.. If u ever read this.. You do have a special place in my heart...

-someone whom you call "cah ayu"-